I've lost all control, and like a noose I never want to let you go.
With my hands around your neck, I'll make you fade, until there's nothing left.
We will never look back, just learn from the past.
Ive moved on, but you try to make this last.
This love is black and blue, and I could tell you, oh I could tell you.
The horror these walls have seen,
oh the horror these walls will bleed.
These abstract figures standing over me, these abstract feelings pouring into me.
They grab me by the tongue and direct my speech, but I can't fucking breathe.
You bring me closer to death,
With every single breath.
I've cheated, I've lied, I kept it all bottled inside.
And now the answers are splattered on the walls
I've cheated, I've lied, And now I'm all out of time.
I’ve begged, i’ve screamed,
Drop the blade like they drop the beat, I'm fucking sick of the voices and I'm sick of the deceit.
Drop the blade like they drop the beat, I'm fucking sick of the defeat and feeling obsolete.
Have you ever been afraid to fall asleep, the things that I see, they've taken their toll on me.
I need this burden off my shoulders, this silence is golden, I'm living the guillotine dream
This world has chewed and spit me out, and I know now without a doubt.
There's no hope for someone like me, a husk where a soul used to be.
All I hear are piercing screams, I've given up on love and dreams.
So seal my lips and hope to die, I've seen the face of death tonight
And I'd love to say that I'm just dreaming, but this nightmare is coming to life.
At least I can say that I'm not afraid to die.
Or am I?
released 03 June 2014
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